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| User: | kuyashinaki (1436096) 
"Tears of Regret"
When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to who I am.
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| Name: | Kuya |
| Website: | Kuya's Archive |
| Location: | Köln, Germany |
| Bio: |
| Picture Me |
 
I'm not that thin (not even close) and not that beautiful, but it's the closest I could get with these dolls *lol*. |
| First Words |
This journal is now friends only.
I’m writing both, English and German.
All friends are sorted into groups, depending on their language, so no one will
be bothered with entries he’s not able to read ^_^
At the moment I’m writing more German and less English, but this always changes, depending on my mood.
I’m updating regularly. |
| Credits |
The CSI FO banner was created by ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) goddess_loki.
CSS Layout by wurlocke.
The Magnificent Seven Ezra/Chris mood theme was created by zekiel
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| Current "Soulsong" |
Denn wo ein Wille
Ist nicht immer auch ein Weg
Aber sicher ein Gebüsch
In dem man sich versteckt
Und trauernd zusieht
Wie sich der andere die Wunden leckt
Gib mir 100 Jahre Zeit
Dann werde ich ein neuer Mensch
Dann mach ich mich für dich bereit
Dann hast du mich für alle Zeit
- Eric Fish "100 Jahre"
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Bio as of Oct. 2005 |
For the longest time my Bio used to be in German only. You could explain this with lack of time, lack of language skill or plain old "kuya is a lazy fart", which would describe the whole thing in the most acurate way. (At least I hope I'm more capable in writing and speaking English than I'm lazy *lol*.)
I'll try to give some informations that actually tell you something about me, as my journal has been completely friendslocked since January 14th 2004, no excemptions so far ^^
I was born in 1981 in a not really small and not really large town in southern Germany. Second child to my father, first to my mother. My brother is 11 years my senior and I didn't really get to know him until last year. He grew up with his mother, finished school and therefore visiting for the summer holidays when I was five and my memory of this time is more than just foggy ^^;
I have a large family. My mother has four brothers and one sister, my father has thirteen sibblings, if I remember correctly. Never got to know them though as my father nearly burned all the bridges concerning his family. My mother's family is big enough as it is. It drives me crazy without adding the other half to the mix ^_________~
I met my best friend (here at LJ known as heavenslily) in 4th grade at the age of ten. It was love on the first sight. She kept her position up to today. As we are both turning 25 next year I consider this something huge.
My hobbies are boring and mostly indoor stuff. The usual reading, but I like writing as well. I have periods in which I write 4000+ words a day and periods in which I'm not writing anything at all. Those I call my "depression". I'm
right up to the nose into one at the moment. I like being creative. Painting, to do handicrafts. My newest addiction is building and painting modelkits. I never was much of a sports person, because I always sucked at sports and combined with the pressure put on the slow, clumsy child I never learned to enjoy it even though I wasn't good enough to gain something else but fun from it. I like swimming though. And I really loved horseback riding. This was actually the only sport I ever did I had a talent in. My parents thought it was too expensive, so I never did it in earnest.
I nurse a few addictions as well. I collect anime statues, gashapon and trading figures though my main focus is on the statues. I like the bigger figures much butter than the small gashapons and the like. They are far more detailed. I collect anime/manga artbooks as well, but this has mostly stopped to be a regular thing as those things are published in very huge intervals. After you finally got all the past releases you ever wanted, this hobby slows down
remarkably.
I'm a big fan of Bruckheimer's "CSI", so far only the original, but I plan on watching the Miami spinoff within the next few weeks. Perhaps I'll like it better than I though after seeing some random episodes out of the whole context.
Gil Grissom is my more specific addiction. ^___^ (Would you have guessed that if I hadn't told you? *lol*)
My boyfriend gave me two rabbits for last christmas. I had one when I was a child and I told him a lot of stories even though this rabbit died about 6 years ago. So he thought to shut me up he'll get me new ones *lol*.
They are really cute furballs, but it's a shame they aren't into any kind of cuddling. My first one was. ^____~
I live with my boyfriend. He moved in about 7 weeks ago. It's driving me crazy and I think I have a lot of training to do on him (bad puppy), but I think it's just because I was used to being alone most of the time, after I moved out in January 2004 to move away from home and keep my job.
My character. It's always hard to describe your own character. I know I can be kind, fiercely protective, loyal, a good listener, someone who lets you cry on his shoulder, somewhat intelligent (with some know-it-all tendencies, but
believe me, I know I'm far from knowing it all *lol*). But I'm also cold, mean and arrogant if I don't like someone. I don't trust easily. I'm shy and most of the times too quiet even though I try to not show it by acting the complete
opposite way. I tend to swallow a lot and explode afterwards when I'm alone or with someone I know I can put through a fit like this.
My friends are everything to me. Scientists recently proved that friends are more important and make you hapier than family, because you can chose them and don't have to take what you get. I chose very carefully. If I ever pour my heart out to you, stop the false smiling when all I really want to do is scream at the moment, or cry in front of your eyes, you are probably a friend or on the best way to become one.
I want to become a writer. I want to study Japanese language, culture, history and economy when my boyfriend finishes college in about two years. I plan to have two children, a house and a dog.
But you never know, perhaps I'll get nothing of this and will be happy nontheless.
Anything else you want to know? Add me to your list or drop me an email. |
| Nice Places |
There are several
LJ-Communities I own or am a moderator at. Most of them are Germany Only, but they often have English counterparts or were inspired by English communities.
![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) loeschdich - The German version of deleterius. We hunt down badfics, showing no mercy with them while stripping them down to their stupid core.
fanfic100_de - Once again inspired by an English original (fanfic100. Claim a fandom, a person, a pairing and write 100 fanfictions using the provided prompt table. If this is too hard for you, you are just too soft *lol*.
au100_de - That is a similiar community, dealing with Alternate Universe fanfiction only.
crossover100_de - And last but not least the right place for all those crossover junkies.
ff100_shg - Our very own group therapy for all those brave people participating in the 100-communities. Here you can post your problems and cry for help, whine, ramble and rage on as much as you like. We understand you, because we are just as insane as you. |
| Last Words |
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| Memories:: | 148 entries |
| Pictures: | fewer than 10 public |
| Interests: | 28: alan rickman, anime, artbooks, brecht, bücher, csi, drama, fanfiction, geisha, gil grissom, goethe, halloween, harry potter, japan, japanisch, kino, lesen, manga, metal, modelkits, musik, new york new york, pferde, romane, schreiben, severus snape, subway to sally, sushi |
| Schools: | Albrecht-Dürer-Schule - Rüsselsheim, Hessen, Germany (1988 - 1992)
Immanuel-Kant-Schule - Rüsselsheim, Hessen, Germany (1992 - 2001)
Berufliche Schulen des Kreises Groß-Gerau - Groß-Gerau, Hessen, Germany (2001 - 2004)
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| Friends: | | 54: | 2metaldog, _cereza, _icequeen_, angel_ofharlem, annd, applepii, atti_br, beldarancara, blady, bluemchenblatt, buffysvampire, canis_major39, cris_mimi, csi_media_mods, dat_evilwhispy, derbuzz, dyingherealone, elchy, entchenmv, erynwen, evildrem, eyesthatslay, fabiale, fantasy_evident, ff100_de_mods, followtheroad, garinungkadol, heavenslily, houseoficons, junikind77, karjakassandra, khana, launenkind, lavendel, lil_ith, lordzaphkiel, milulala, neko_miko, nufaciel, ravanna, sealpoint_2007, senior_witch, sommerschnee, starkindler76, staubundsterne, tmz_cori, usagi1997, violet_eyes, wicked_innuendo, wurlocke, wwillow, xxshow_girlxx, zahlenhexe, zahlenteufelin | | 55: | 20_1sttimes, 20loves, 3csi_vids, _uta, au100_de, au_mist, augenschmaus, bunny_icons, caffiendsfic, coclaim100, crossover100_de, csi_challenge, csi_media, csi_slash, csi_triads, csicons, csifanvids, fanfic100_de, ff100_shg, fic_translation, friendlyskies, gawariel_design, gibbs_dinozzo, gil_loves_greg, gil_nick_greg, gil_nick_slash, goodbyetuesday, grisslash, hit_enter, hoerspiel_liebe, horatio_speed, kuenstlergilde, kuyas_fantasies, kuyas_shop, lifecycles, loeschdich, mac_danny_slash, mag7fans, mera_planung, mirageofblaze, modvader, navyncisfic, ncis_ficathon, ncis_media, ncis_slash, ncishush, october_homes, oh_no_nicky, paidmembers, pic_fic, premade_ljs, secretsantafic, seven_men_icons, slashfest, thebrokensmile |  | 5: | csi_files, forensics_feed, lexa_der_buzz, mtacncis, ncisficarchive |
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| Account type: | Paid Account |
