User Profile

Userpic

"Tears of Regret"

When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.

    Recent V-Gifts [View all V-Gifts]
    • taleanea sent you Anti-Gravity Boots!
      Anti-Gravity Boots
    • bluemchenblatt sent you some delicious, holiday cookies!
      Holiday Cookies
    • usagi1997 sent you a tower of gifts!
      Bundle of Gifts
    • usagi1997 sent you candy in a stocking!
      Candy in Stocking
    • taleanea sent you a beatiful Red Rose!
      Red Rose
    Basic Info
    Name:Kuya
    Location:Rüsselsheim, Germany
    Bio

    Picture Me




    I'm not that thin (not even close) and not that beautiful, but it's the closest I could get with these dolls *lol*.

    First Words


    This journal is now friends only.
    I’m writing both, English and German.
    All friends are sorted into groups, depending on their language, so no one will
    be bothered with entries he’s not able to read ^_^
    At the moment I’m writing more German and less English, but this always changes, depending on my mood.
    I’m updating regularly.

    Credits

    The CSI FO banner was created by [info]afteriwake.
    CSS Layout by [info]wurlocke.
    The Magnificent Seven Ezra/Chris mood theme was created by [info]zekiel

    Current "Soulsong"


    Denn wo ein Wille
    Ist nicht immer auch ein Weg
    Aber sicher ein Gebüsch
    In dem man sich versteckt
    Und trauernd zusieht
    Wie sich der andere die Wunden leckt

    Gib mir 100 Jahre Zeit
    Dann werde ich ein neuer Mensch
    Dann mach ich mich für dich bereit
    Dann hast du mich für alle Zeit


    - Eric Fish "100 Jahre"

    Bio as of Oct. 2005

    For the longest time my Bio used to be in German only. You could explain this with lack of time, lack of language skill or plain old "kuya is a lazy fart", which would describe the whole thing in the most acurate way. (At least I hope I'm more capable in writing and speaking English than I'm lazy *lol*.)
    I'll try to give some informations that actually tell you something about me, as my journal has been completely friendslocked since January 14th 2004, no excemptions so far ^^

    I was born in 1981 in a not really small and not really large town in southern Germany. Second child to my father, first to my mother. My brother is 11 years my senior and I didn't really get to know him until last year. He grew up with his mother, finished school and therefore visiting for the summer holidays when I was five and my memory of this time is more than just foggy ^^;
    I have a large family. My mother has four brothers and one sister, my father has thirteen sibblings, if I remember correctly. Never got to know them though as my father nearly burned all the bridges concerning his family. My mother's family is big enough as it is. It drives me crazy without adding the other half to the mix ^_________~

    I met my best friend (here at LJ known as [info]heavenslily) in 4th grade at the age of ten. It was love on the first sight. She kept her position up to today. As we are both turning 25 next year I consider this something huge.

    My hobbies are boring and mostly indoor stuff. The usual reading, but I like writing as well. I have periods in which I write 4000+ words a day and periods in which I'm not writing anything at all. Those I call my "depression". I'm
    right up to the nose into one at the moment. I like being creative. Painting, to do handicrafts. My newest addiction is building and painting modelkits. I never was much of a sports person, because I always sucked at sports and combined with the pressure put on the slow, clumsy child I never learned to enjoy it even though I wasn't good enough to gain something else but fun from it. I like swimming though. And I really loved horseback riding. This was actually the only sport I ever did I had a talent in. My parents thought it was too expensive, so I never did it in earnest.
    I nurse a few addictions as well. I collect anime statues, gashapon and trading figures though my main focus is on the statues. I like the bigger figures much butter than the small gashapons and the like. They are far more detailed. I collect anime/manga artbooks as well, but this has mostly stopped to be a regular thing as those things are published in very huge intervals. After you finally got all the past releases you ever wanted, this hobby slows down
    remarkably.

    I'm a big fan of Bruckheimer's "CSI", so far only the original, but I plan on watching the Miami spinoff within the next few weeks. Perhaps I'll like it better than I though after seeing some random episodes out of the whole context.
    Gil Grissom is my more specific addiction. ^___^ (Would you have guessed that if I hadn't told you? *lol*)

    My boyfriend gave me two rabbits for last christmas. I had one when I was a child and I told him a lot of stories even though this rabbit died about 6 years ago. So he thought to shut me up he'll get me new ones *lol*.
    They are really cute furballs, but it's a shame they aren't into any kind of cuddling. My first one was. ^____~

    I live with my boyfriend. He moved in about 7 weeks ago. It's driving me crazy and I think I have a lot of training to do on him (bad puppy), but I think it's just because I was used to being alone most of the time, after I moved out in January 2004 to move away from home and keep my job.

    My character. It's always hard to describe your own character. I know I can be kind, fiercely protective, loyal, a good listener, someone who lets you cry on his shoulder, somewhat intelligent (with some know-it-all tendencies, but
    believe me, I know I'm far from knowing it all *lol*). But I'm also cold, mean and arrogant if I don't like someone. I don't trust easily. I'm shy and most of the times too quiet even though I try to not show it by acting the complete
    opposite way. I tend to swallow a lot and explode afterwards when I'm alone or with someone I know I can put through a fit like this.
    My friends are everything to me. Scientists recently proved that friends are more important and make you hapier than family, because you can chose them and don't have to take what you get. I chose very carefully. If I ever pour my heart out to you, stop the false smiling when all I really want to do is scream at the moment, or cry in front of your eyes, you are probably a friend or on the best way to become one.

    I want to become a writer. I want to study Japanese language, culture, history and economy when my boyfriend finishes college in about two years. I plan to have two children, a house and a dog.
    But you never know, perhaps I'll get nothing of this and will be happy nontheless.

    Anything else you want to know? Add me to your list or drop me an email.

    Last Words




    Connect

    Interests (28):

    Schools:

    Albrecht-Dürer-Schule - Rüsselsheim, Hessen, Germany (1988 - 1992)
    Immanuel-Kant-Schule - Rüsselsheim, Hessen, Germany (1992 - 2001)
    Berufliche Schulen des Kreises Groß-Gerau - Groß-Gerau, Hessen, Germany (2001 - 2004)
    Friends [View Entries]
    Communities [View Entries]
    Feeds [View Entries]

    Watching (2):

    Create an Account
    Forgot your login or password?
    Facebook Twitter More login options
    English • Español • Deutsch • Русский…